Friday, March 24, 2006

It occurs to me.....

What a long strange trip its been.

I found a CD that I had lost ages ago (like 4 or 5 years), but one that I absolutely loved. It was stashed in a very odd place and I have no clue how it got there, but there it was, so I've been playing the hell out of it. It was given to me by someone that I would have done anything for, so it brings back a lot of memories, some nice, some not so nice.

I moved to Savannah for a particular reason. That particular reason has recently strolled right out of my life, without a backwards glance. Of late (like the last couple of years) I was left feeling a little bit like yesterday's leftovers, only useful if there is nothing better around to nibble on. The trouble with that scenario is that I haven't got the patience of a saint after all (much to my own surprise), and now that my particular reason for being in Savannah has found that out, he has decided that he has no more use for me (maybe I went all moldy or something). So now, basically, I have no particular reason to be in Savannah and I'm at a loss as to what to do next.

There are no winners in this story... but .........

Someday, life will be sweet like a rhapsody.

6 comments:

Joe Bob said...

Curiosity question....Why leave a very pretty park just because you have discovered there is one turd on the lawn??? Don't get me wrong...I'd just hate to see a great person think they have to become nomadic just cause of finding one doo-doo in the park....lol

Just D said...

Its not like that.. he did what he felt he had to do I guess... and I just don't feel like I belong here anymore.

Bikerbabenj said...

you'll figure it out I'm sure ;)

markoos said...

hmmm... i'm a massive fan of fresh starts. i've done it a few times now and i always enjoy the sheer panic and adrenalin of being outside your confort zone for a while. kinda like skydiving.

do what's best for you.

Just D said...

Couldn't I just go skydiving instead? lol

Odat said...

I know you're gonna kill me for saying this..but....i have found that it's not the people in our lives that make us happy....it's our lives!!! how we live....We're responsible for our own happiness..! ....If we change scenes...(i've done it many times) we're still there! "Whereever ya go, there ya are".......
So be happy, just for the hell of it! Love ya! ((((hugs))))